She wishes she could be done
done with life
done with trying
She wishes there was an easy way
a quick way
a BAM! gone! way
She wonders if anyone will notice
if you’re invisible, no one sees you
if you’re invisible. no one cares
She wonders what it would be like to float away
float without a care
float without a thought
She thinks there’s nothing to lose
no loss to leave
no loss to worry over
She thinks she’ll slit her wrists now
feel the burn
feel the hard, freedom filled, metal
She wants to scream
in frustration and agony
in bliss and fulfillment
She wants to feel real and whole
without the mirage of freedom
without killing every part of her
She is
with being

“I think you co…

“I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no one else gets to see. I don’t know, like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and you saw them crying in their bed at night or singing to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street and even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think after seeing them at their most vulnerable you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.”


“Falling in lov…

“Falling in love is like getting hit by a truck and yet not being mortally wounded. just sick to your stomach, high one minute, low the next. Starving hungry but unable to eat. hot, cold, forever horny, full of hope and enthusiasm, with momentary depressions that wipe you out.

It is also not being able to remove the smile from your face, loving life with a mad passionate intensity, and feeling ten years younger.

Love does not appear with any warning signs. You fall into it as if pushed from a high diving board. No time to think about what’s happening. It’s inevitable. An event you can’t control. A crazy, heart-stopping, roller-coaster ride that just has to take its course.”
― Jackie Collins, Lucky